Towards a New Frontier

Was pretty occupied recently, watching the J-Drama “Proposal Daisakusen”. It’s about:

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I don’t really watch J-Drama. I got to know about this one from my local TV which is airing it. I loved the plot and continued to watch. After watching, I am certain this is the most touching drama I had ever even watched. Tears would flow out from my eyes through out every episode. The main actor and actress have this chemistry between them. They are very matched. Even the theme song seems to match the drama a lot. Not that I like the cowardly self the main actor was, but I appreciate the effort he eventually put in to correct the mistakes that he did. The way he tried so hard to win back the girl’s heart made me feel ashamed.

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P/s: A pretty emotional post. Perhaps I will write a better review in the future..

最近发现我越来越不需要朋友，因为我自己凡事应该能独立。等到有需要别人时，再找他们也不迟。相信别人和我交朋友也是如此吧，有事钟无艳，无事夏迎春。当我没利用价值时，根本看不见我的存在。现在凡事自己搞定：一个人跑街、一个人看戏、一个人跑车，还蛮有趣的，也不必看人家颜色。一切的人生阻碍使我变得更坚强

回想当初实行十不做，里面有条是：不帮人。哈哈，也不明白当时如何能够想到如此杰作。人家不帮你，你也不必帮人。理所当然。是时候再度施行十不做吧。无情无义；身心平静。

很快又一年了。又是她的生日。今年她过得怎么样呢？开心吗？好吗？虽然已不能和她庆祝，我还清楚记得，曾经当过幸福王子的滋味。

P/S: 大家庭II系列真实故事即将出炉，敬请等待！XD

今天，我要和大家说说三种不同的人。

（一）有个朋友A，我已把她当成我“最要好的朋友”。不论什么开心、伤心事，我都能对她说。有什么大事小事，我都第一时间想告诉她。一直以来我们感情都很好。我也非常信任她，不然怎么什么都告诉她。但最近却因为某些事情，她要放弃我们的友情。她说我利用了她的信任。拜托，如果我真的想利用的话，何必等到今时今日。而且那天又是愚人节。当时我一点都没想到：“哦，她信任我，所以我利用她的信任。”我什么都不知，只知道我们的友情在她心里原来没那么一回事，因为她可以要放弃就放弃。

（二）有位仁兄P，一天到晚只会放我飞机。以前的事不再提了，但最近这老毛病又来了。他答应我礼拜天出来，后来又反悔。其实，我不介意你礼拜天只会在家里休息，不出门。但，你不应该等到答应了人家以后又来告诉人家不要去了。可能对你来说，这很平常，根本不是放飞机，但对我呢？我特地花了一晚的旅店钱，就是为了去找你们。不是公司出的钱哦！！是我的！！！而且竟然敢叫我再早一天（礼拜六）去，为了只是要找你出来。你这样算玩我吗？你以为你是谁啦？起初以为好吧可以meet你，我改了机票礼拜天到吉隆坡。现在既然你放了我飞机，我又要去换机票旅店到原本的星期一。你说人家moody。但你这种出尔反尔的行为，才是最moody：开心就ok，不开心就放我飞机。人渣！

（三）最后一位朋友Z，我也不知道怎么说。总之，如果我没联络她，她就是不会找我。就算我摆明在她面前，只要我没叫她，她就是当我透明。我现在变成好想必须求她理我似的。而且每天还好象很多很多应酬的，要回复我必须等半天才行。我不管你是怎么的漂亮，还是怎么的出名，但你总要给我一些尊重。这是很基本的礼貌。是不是每位巨蟹座的朋友都是这样？自以为自己很美、很了不起？我有另一位朋友B也是巨蟹座，也是如此。曾经试过有半年我没采B，她也不理我。但我一叫她，却可以无所不谈。先对我说声“嗨”很难吗？有那么难吗？？？还有，有时发现Z不开心，问她为什么，想关心她，她却不肯说。但在她的部落格却可以大发文章，告诉全世界！我实在不明白。虽然我们认识并不久。但我们真的那么陌生吗？你告诉我会很困难、会死吗？我知道了，会对你不利吗？算了吧。看破了。

Case 1: 你可以轻易放弃我们的友情，我也可以！！

Case 2: 你可以每天放我飞机，我也可以！！

Case 3: 你可以对我不理不睬，我也可以！！

我写这些东西，不是我小气。只是我一向来有什么心事，不吐不快。我没勇气当面告诉你们，所以只好在这里发泄。可能我不再适合网上世界。那么从今天起，我就隐居高山吧。再会吧朋友们，有缘再见！

忽然惊醒并且发现：事实往往不能如愿。我就像一只在海上行驶的船只，本来已锁定了目标前进。好久没那种感觉了。一直以来都为了过去的那段恋情而忘了活在世上的意义。现在终于又让我能重新振作过来。哪知，这只船越驶越远，且原来根本不可能靠岸。海岸太远了、海岸看不见。行驶的方向一开始就错了。我也不知道为何我会往这方向走。可能是凭着那份感觉吧。现在，到底应该怎么办？希望能够乘早回头是岸吧。

1. Show offs:

There are a lot of drivers who like to drive like 40-50KM/hr on the right lane of the road. I wonder if they really don’t know the law? Or do they think they own the road or they father bought it? Uncle/Aunties, pls be informed that the right lane is for people who wants to overtake and not for you to showcase your pretty cars in the middle of the road ok?

2. Ninja Turtle Cornering

Another issue here that seems to be trademark of Kuching is that, how many times I have seen drivers cornering at speeds like 10/20KM/hr. Worst still, some don’t even bother to signal and just suddenly brake and slow down. It’s dangerous you know! People at the back might not know about this sudden turtle-ing. I am not saying cornering at high speed is good. It’s dangerous. But again, uncle/auntie, if you dare not enter the corner, find some other route with straight roads pls.

3. Out of corner jinx

But this does not apply to drivers who turn into corners only. Those who comes out from corners are also at discussion here. Even when they know there are cars along the road, they tend to come out and then drive like a snail.. 20KM/hr? Come on! If there’s car then don come out fr the corner. If you want to, speed up! Not everybody is as alert you know?